I of course stopped writing, I always do. Who knows when I'll be able to keep writing on a long term basis. I guess I should update this thing a little bit. When CPS investigated they determined that there was no abuse or neglect going on but it still took them two months to drop the case and give us custody back, it was pretty awful. And then the doctors still refused to really treat John and wanted to stop all of his meds. So anyway we decided that the best thing was to get John out of Hawaii. Not the easiest thing since we didn't have money to move but we knew we had to do it for him. So we got rid of all our stuff and moved to Utah. Not exactly where we ever imagined we go but it's turned out okay.

The move was stressful to say the least. Our flight was during the night and we ended up with 20 hours of travel time. The kids actually handled it quite well though. We flew over to Oahu and then had to wait there was several hours before our next flight. Isabella had a good time playing with her toys on the floor and running around looking out the windows. They both fell asleep right as we got on the plane, it was about 10pm by then. Isabella didn't sleep well at all, every 15 minutes or so she'd start screaming and kicking in her sleep but she never woke up. I had John in my arms and if I moved at all he'd wake up and start to cry. So I was very uncomfortable the whole time. And of course Corey slept most of the flight.