Tuesday, December 31, 2013
Ready for a new year
Things have been rough here, really rough. Our good patch of behavior came to an abrupt end the week of Christmas. We awoke Christmas morning to a wrecked house. Phoenix was out of control and becoming more defiant and destructive each day. Then yesterday we hit what I can only hope was rock bottom, when talk of wanting to die turned into an actual attempt.
Phoenix was admitted to an inpatient psychiatric facility yesterday. Sadly I feared we'd have to get to this point before getting real help and I truly hope that's what comes from this.
We went and visited with him this morning and it didn't go well. He didn't want us there, said he never wanted to come home and described the manner in which he wished we would die. We left feeling quite defeated. Corey went back for an evening visit and family group though and Phoenix was in a much better mood. They called me and I got to talk to him as well.
We meet with his care team on Thursday to find out what his treatment plan will be. I'm ready for the new year. Here's to hoping this next year will be better than the last.
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I'm so sorry, Angela. It sounds so rough for everyone. I wish there was something I could do or say to help. Sending much love and support and hoping that all of this leads to a smooth recovery where everyone is able to find some peace.
Hugs and love to all of you. I am praying for your family and that early treatment will mean a better outcome.
Phoenix is very lucky to have such loving and understanding parents. So many people struggle far into adulthood wishing for recognition. Your son is getting the help he needs, and while I cannot pretend to understand what you (and your entire family) is going through, I think that it is amazing that you are strong enough not only to take care of your family during these struggles, but to share with everyone else Phoebe's transformation to Phoenix. You are going to help someone. Thank you for sharing your story. I'm so very sorry to read that your son is in such pain. I wish all the best for each of you.
I am so saddened by your family's struggles and the raw pain you are all experiencing. Phoenix is so very lucky to have you both as parents. Your openness and love speak volumes past a screen with words. Your lives are going to help children and families in need. Wishing all of the best to you, your husband, and all of your children.
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